I've had a pretty rough couple of weeks. I suffer from occasional bouts of vertigo (dizziness) which may or may not have something to do with my 7 year history of
pulsatile tinnitus. I've been poked and prodded, I've had CT scans and
MRIs and ultrasounds. I've had hearing tests and eye exams. I've tried every medication that 3
GPs and 2
ENTs have recommended. I've tried a registered massage therapist, I've tried a chiropractor. I've had surgery. No one has ever been able to cure me or even give a formal diagnosis. My dentist is
optimistic that he can fix this and that it has something to do with a misaligned jaw/temporal mandibular joint and some screwed up facial muscles. I really really hope he is onto something because some days I want to jump off a bridge. Last week was one of those days.
I knew the MOMENT my old friend vertigo was back. I was fast asleep in my bed, at 3:11am I rolled over and WHAM it hit me. The only way I can describe it is like being really hung over, really really really really hung over. It's the bed spins x 1000, minus the night before party. If you have never been hung over then imagine yourself rolling down a hill really fast, only you can't stop it and you can't control it. The dizziness is insane and the accompanying nausea is unbelievable.
Even if I stayed really still and didn't move my head from side to side, the nausea was constant. If I actually moved my head even just 5 degrees then the spinning would begin, immediately followed by the puking. I spent a full 7 days in bed, 3 of those I slept 16 - 20 hours/day. Couldn't sit upright, couldn't read, couldn't be on the computer, couldn't watch TV. Survived on
Popsicles and dry toast, the only things I could keep down.
By day 4, God and I came to an agreement. He agreed to let me live and in return I have to give up all
junky foods forever. This suits me just fine since just the thought of
crappola (or watching a food commercial) gives me the dry heaves. I know from experience that this too will pass and I will have to make good on my promise.
I vow to start eating healthier the very moment I can hold down regular solid foods. Please feel free to remind me of this next week when I am craving a cheeseburger and fries. For now it's saltines and lime juice.
The photo wall project has been neglected but I hope to get it finished up very soon. The paint a frame factory is officially closed. I never want to paint another thing ever again. Ya, right. I hope it will be worth the effort (I tend to dislike many of my finished projects).

I am converting all my favorites photos to black and white for display in all those black frames on that wall. It's a huge job. I have too many favorites.
Like this

this

this

and this.

Is it tacky to display 900 photos of your children on one wall?
Speaking of my children, they have been pretty self sufficient during my recent puke fest. The hub was working so Big Sister made Little Sister dinner every night, entertained her, helped her get ready for bed, read to her and tucked her in. Very proud of Big Sister. She truly is a great Big Sister.
telling 'knock knock' jokes to their cousin

really really bad/made-up knock knock jokes

Here is that cousin. She is also a Big Sister and a great helper. Want to know why she is smiling so big?

Because she is providing a much needed beverage to her poor overworked momma.

Well, I must go. I feel 100% better and it is a lovely lovely day
to not be puking.